Saturday, March 28, 2020

Emma. (2020) - Film Review


I was already familiar with the 1996 version of Emma, which is a very classical version of the story. It's soft, elegant and dreamy. That version always felt very Shakespearean to me; in fact, the story that Austen wrote is almost Shakespearean, in my opinion. I think that has largely to do with the comedic elements of the story.


Gwyneth Paltrow as Emma Woodhouse in Emma (1996)

Austen writes with such clever, witty and flippant humor. This version embraces that in an entirely new way, it’s refreshing and downright fun. Unlike any Jane Austen film I've seen before; it's sharp, crisp and flashy. The tone of this film is irreverent and ridiculous, and demands your attention. Its sarcastic and deadpan humor is absolutely delicious to watch unfold on screen.

The film was impeccably cast; everyone is perfect in their roles and you can tell how much fun they were having with these characters and their over-the-top personalities. 

I feel it worth mentioning that I love the film Clueless (1995), which is a modern retelling of the story of Emma. If you have not seen it, definitely check it out.


Anya Taylor-Joy as Emma Woodhouse

Anya Taylor-Joy is wicked, sassy and sarcastic as Emma Woodhouse and I love it! 

Despite Emma being vain and selfish when it comes to wealth and class; deep down, you must admit she does have a good heart. And though most of her attempts at matchmaking are rather disastrous, she has good intentions - even if she does partake in them as an antidote to boredom. What a joy to watch this character on screen. 

Taylor-Joy plays Emma as impatient, bratty and naive, in one shot; and then witty, thoughtful and composed in the next. Emma is so immature, but you really get to see her growing into her womanhood and begin to understand that this is real life and there are real consequences. 

Bill Nighy as Mr. Woodhouse


Bill Nighy as Mr. Woodhouse is a delight, with his overly dramatic exclamations, slapstick comedy and hilarious running gags throughout the film.
Mia Goth as Harriet Smith

Mia Goth as Harriet is just perfect, with her soft voice, timid mannerisms and hopeless romantic personality. She's endearing, yet so impressionable. I enjoy watching her come into her own, find her voice and accept herself as she is. Which is especially refreshing after seeing her start out essentially as Emma's shadow, constantly seeking her approval and advice.

Johnny Flynn as Mr. Knightly

Johnny Flynn as Mr. Knightly is so lovely. Opinionated and haughty, yet stands by what he believes in; the fact that he is so grounded, is just what Emma needs, with her flighty and inconsistent ways.

Goth & Taylor-Joy as Harrriet & Emma

The costumes have their own personality; I loved how bright, colorful and flashy they are.

The film score sets the tone and flow of the film so well; so varied, refreshing and modern.

Taylor-Joy & Flynn as Emma & Mr. Knightly

The film flows effortlessly; a joyful carousel ride supercharged with passion and playful ignorance.

Watch the trailer here...

You can rent the film digitally here!

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Walking Into Love

Thursday, November 2nd 2017
[Diary Entry #2]

I no longer remember how to fall into love. Never no more am I able to carelessly and subconsciously FALL in love with someone in that completely oblivious way. Though I truly wish I could, I can no longer stumble over love as though I didn’t at first notice its presence. Though I can often find someone new to obsesses over, it is always only infatuation; nothing more. It becomes quite a problem because then I start to try and convince myself that I like someone more than I actually do. Then I get upset with myself when I realize I never liked them enough to date them in the first place.
So now when I find someone who is genuine and kind, I shy away because I’m terrified. I have started to wonder if I will ever find someone good enough to date. I have impossible standards; I don’t realize it, but I expect them to be better than me even, which is never fair to ask of someone.
So I wonder if I’ll ever have a desire to date anyone again. I am so terrified of commitment, when it comes to every aspect of life, but especially relationships. I am scared of getting hurt, but I am also terrified of hurting someone. And I think I still feel guilty for all the times I’ve ever hurt someone, or broken a heart, even though those people are probably already over it. They’ve probably already moved on, I mean as much as you can; I think with matters of the heart, these things will stay with you forever, even if they’re just a tiny, little fragment of a memory. Maybe it doesn’t even hurt anymore, but it will always sit with you in your soul.

I am always consciously, cautiously walking into love, as if tiptoeing across a bed of eggshells; all the while terrified that the bits of shell will suddenly, without warning turn to shards of glass before I can reach the other side.
But is there an “other side”? I feel like we wish there was a “safe ground,” a point that when reached we are finally free, finally safe... But, what if, in love, there really never is a comfortable space, free of worry and fear?
I think that once we reach this point, we become bored, dissatisfied. What if one could become too comfortable in love? Is this the infamous place where we fall out of love? Or is it just when we realize that we had already, long ago, fallen out of love? Is this why people say that they are trying to keep their love life exciting? Other people might disagree and say that if your relationship has become boring, then it’s too late and you should just give up. But I’ve heard many couples say that thinking that love is easy and that relationships shouldn’t be work is ridiculous; it’s just not realistic. Relationships are something that you must continue to work on and nurture. It sounds exhausting, I know, but I guess that’s the price you pay for something that beautiful; lifelong love; love that stands the test of time, that can knock down anything in its way.
That would really be something, wouldn’t it?

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Young Love


I am in love with this photo. I fell in love with it the first time I saw it.

I adore every detail about it.
That his hand is at her waist.
That her hand is in his hair.
How peaceful they look.
The fact that there is a fence around them - shielding them from the outside world.
And that they are up high - removed from everyone else. The skyline in the background.
The sunlight that is ablaze against the grey buildings. Setting fire to the sky, as if the act of saying goodbye to the Earth every single night fills the sun with sorrow and anger.

This photo perfectly captures the essence of purity and youthfulness, the beauty and naivety of young love.
It reminds me of the tale of Romeo and Juliet - the tale of a love that is so assured, so innocent, so breathtaking, that it's almost incomprehensible.
The kind of love that only some of us get to experience, if we're lucky.
Young Love is a fascination for a lot of us - it can seem so true, so effortless, so full of life.

The oversized sweatshirt she's wearing and the bracelets on his wrist suggest not only that these are two teenagers, but that this photo was probably taken sometime in the last five years.

They seem so calm and content in their little "cage of love". Protected somehow from the harshness of this world.
What if we could find a love like that? 
A love so powerful, that when the two of us were together, the whole universe would disappear and we would feel safe from any kind of danger that this world could ever attempt to create. 
I have to believe that that kind of love is out there somewhere - waiting for me to discover it.

|| 02•21•17 | 9:15 p.m. ||

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Wonder Woman (2017) - Film Review

Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman | © Warner Bros.

This is one of those movies that is so good that you almost don’t wanna talk about it, because you’re afraid it might ruin the magic of it. Watching this film (especially as a female), is one of the most inspiring and empowering experiences I’ve ever had. The director, Patty Jenkins, created a masterpiece. It is absolutely incredible and breathtaking. You almost wanna start crying, because it makes you feel so good when you watch this film. I take my hat off to Patty and everyone who worked on this project, because this film is perfect in every single way.

There’s so much I wanna say about this move. I would almost have to do a director’s commentary for the whole film; because I find every single scene in it so inspiring and breathtakingly beautiful. But of course I can’t do that when I’m writing a review; so I’ll just touch on a few of my favorites.

Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman | © Warner Bros.

The Wonder Woman Character:
The wonderful thing about Diana is that she understands that mankind has both dark and light within them; that sometimes humans are stupid and selfish and horrible and evil; but that every person deserves love, acceptance and to be given a chance at redemption. She understands that even with the corruption and evil inside of us, peace is still possible.

Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman:
Gal embodies everything that Wonder Woman is; she is funny, empathetic and full of charisma and that shines through into the character. Diana is just the right amount of naïve yet also witty and intelligent, strong and sexy. She’s incredibly strong; not just physically but also emotionally. Gal did such an amazing job with this role; she trained tirelessly for it and it really shows. Plus, when they were doing re-shoots it was super cold and muddy and she was pregnant (!); it’s just so impressive that despite all of that, she nailed it! When I hear that I think: that is Wonder Woman. That is what being a woman is all about; it’s endlessly inspiring and empowering.

Chris Pine as Steve Trevor and Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman | © Warner Bros.

Chris Pine as Steve Trevor:
Chris played this role so perfectly. He brought this immaculate combination of strength, emotionality, depth yet also distance; he somehow made Steve seem closed off and at the same time showed him opening up, cracking open this hard outer shell of pessimism once Diana comes into his life. I honestly don’t know how he did it. He has just the right amount of charisma, he doesn’t up play the sexy charm, he keeps Steve feeling very grounded and realistic; he’s really adorable, sweet and kind – not just strong.

He falls in love with Diana pretty much as soon as he sees her, but honestly, didn’t we all? Chris plays Steve as being earnestly in love with Diana; it’s so beautiful that he sees how amazing, incredible, capable, strong, beautiful, and independent she is and he loves her for it.

Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman in the unforgettable No Man’s Land scene | © Warner Bros.

No Man’s Land:
Words can’t even describe how I felt- how I feel everytime I watch this scene. It’s one of the most pivotal and breathtaking scenes in the film.


When I heard that the other higher ups in production, had tried to convince Patty to take that scene out of the film, I was flabbergasted; thinking, how could the film even have existed without that scene?
Patty just did such a great job of executing it. And everytime I watch the film, I realize more and more how important it is to the storyline; it’s the first time we see Diana in the iconic Wonder Woman costume (without the coat over it). And I am so incredibly thankful to Patty that she fought for this scene; and apparently she even drew storyboards herself desperately trying to convince them and explain to them why this scene was so incredibly necessary for the film.

If you wanna read more about how Director, Patty Jenkins, fought for the No Man’s Land scene: https://www.fandango.com/movie-news/wonder-woman-director-patty-jenkins-on-how-the-films-most-memorable-scene-almost-didnt-happen-752330  


Director Patty Jenkins & actress Gal Gadot while filming No Man's Land Scene | © Warner Bros.

Nudity scene:
I thought the nude scene was so refreshing; in that the female was fully dressed and the male fully nude. Because as women, we see so many scenes like this one, only usually the woman is completely naked and the man is fully clothed; so it was just nice to see it the other way around. The scene itself is adorable and hilarious; the comedic timing is spot on.

"Pre Love-Making" Scene:
This is the scene where you see them going up to bed together. I’d like to point out that there is literally zero dialogue in this whole scene; sometimes silence conveys more than words, if they had had dialogue, I don’t think it would have worked as well as it does.

It’s so lovely, the way Chris played it. Because, often when we see sex scenes in movies, the guy’s always looking macho, like he knows what he’s doing, he’s got it all under control, not nervous at all. Or he’s just focused on her body and not her. And not all guys are like that.
But that’s not at all what’s happening here. It’s so lovely, the way they did this scene; it’s so much more endearing and realistic.
Right before Steve is going to go to bed with Diana, there’s just this innocence; he’s overcome with emotion, and he’s nervous. He loves her for her, not for her body; and you can see all of that on Steve’s face.

The scene is tender and pure, and incredibly refreshing.

The Kiss:
When Steve and Diana kiss in the film it’s not like “Oh my god, they finally kissed!” There’s no need beforehand for this anticipation for a kiss scene or pushed sexual tension. We’re not worried about “Are they gonna kiss? When are they gonna kiss?” The storyline has so many important parts and the love story is only one part of that. They achieved such a beautiful balance between focusing on their love for each other and the mission that each of their characters is going on.

Chris Pine as Steve Trevor and Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman | © Warner Bros.

Balance of the Sexes | Modern Love Story:
Diana is her own hero and Steve is his own hero. It’s not as if they need to be with the other person; they choose to be together because they want to be, not because it’s a necessity. And I think that’s what a beautiful relationship, a healthy relationship should be.

What’s more is that Steve doesn’t try to pin Diana down or hold her back. He doesn’t try to stop her from doing what she knows she needs to do, he just focuses on what he knows he needs to do; and I find that to be such a beautiful and refreshing love story. 

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Sunshine's Morning Rays

The sunshine’s morning rays illuminate our white bed sheets,
lighting up the corners of our bedroom’s empty walls.
The sheer curtains doing little to dilute the stream of light
that is bursting through our window; beckoning us outside.

We are all like children, in the early morning,
swimming in the sun’s gentle rays.
Its Mother Nature’s careful coaxing...
The sunlight is her way of rousing us from our beds,
stroking our foreheads and kissing our cheeks;
just as a mother does to her child.
She dances on our windowsill,
slowly floating gracefully into the room.
Letting you know the day has just begun.

Mon 12-05-16 | 10:26pm